Paula Meehan: Child Burial. I would spin time back
10 November 2006
Your coffin looked unreal,
fancy as a wedding cake.
I chose your grave clothes with care,
your favourite stripey shirt,
your blue cotton trousers.
They smelt of woodsmoke, of October,
your own smell there too.
I chose a gansy of handspun wool,
warm and fleecy for you. It is
so cold down in the dark.
No light can reach you and teach you
the paths of wild birds,
the names of the flowers,
the fishes, the creatures.
Ignorant you must remain
of the sun and its work,
my lamb, my calf, my eaglet,
my cub, my kid, my nestling,
my suckling, my colt. I would spin
time back, take you again
within my womb, your amniotic lair,
and further spin you back
through nine waxing months
to the split seeding moment
you chose to be made flesh,
word within me.
I'd cancel the love feast
the hot night of your making.
I would travel alone
to a quiet mossy place,
you would spill from me into the earth
drop by bright red drop.
--Paula Meehan (1955- ), 20th Century Irish Poems (2005)
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